you can have my smelly farts

to those who make me feel left out...
to those who make fun of me and others...
to those who bring others sadness...

YOU CAN HAVE MY SMELLY FARTS!!!


hahahah for real though!
Janice, Mel, and Clare know what i'm talking aboot.
And for just that, THANKS!!!!
I couldn't have had better company at Norms at the time!
Great ears, very understanding, and you kept me awake!
and most important of all...wonderful friends!


to Stef&Allan: I'm glad I went last night. you were wonderful. It was a different kind of UV experience but I am very greatful. I feel as if my love for secular music has been revived...and today I chose to listen to the radio for the first time in A LONG TIME! wow. and all the nostalgia...it reminded me of this moment in my life when I almost gived up on singing cause i felt like i really wasn't getting anywhere. wow! I'm glad I didn't quit. so my hands are waving in the air in praise and thanksgiving to God for creating you both! keep the music ringing out!
ps-allan, you've gotten soooo much better! good for you!


if UV could read this, i'd say good job yo! may the passion in your hearts continue to pour out like fire, blazing brightly. may it change your lives the way it's done mine. and may it keep you living and walking this tough road we call life. music has saved me many MANY times and I pray it does the same for you.


to nimz, erwin, and janice: I prayed for you guys many MANY times this year. I used to wish that I were still around to help you lead and show you His Way. but I stopped wishing that around the end of fall quarter...i stopped because you put me in awe. together the three of you found the WAY, through Him and in Him. you've lead Liwanag music min so beautifully. and in that way I guess I was jealous...a part of me wanted to be led and inspired by you too! I have always been a critical person...and very VERY passionate about music. but when I first found out who was picked to be song leaders for last year, I was very confident with those chosen. Now, I'm sitting here in awe of all that you have accomplished and the way you've worked as a team. I LOVE IT! I'm soooooooooo proud! Congrats to an awesome year!

Janice: I'm soooo happy for your yes!

Jay: Thanks for coming out even if you missed the gig. you're awesome! and i miss being your roomie!

to khristine: sorry if your leg is swollen or your jeans are all stretched out. I really need to control my myself at concerts. hahahha.



i really hate not being around. i'm missing out on EVERYTHING! =(