way behind....

hey all. i know i haven't really been posting.
umm...i blame it all on studying and laziness.
but things are going well...

i'm back at Mater Dei.
i am really excited to be back.
i just have alot of reservations...partially due to my nervousness...
i mean i'm pretty rusty.
and i think my guilt for stepping down 11months ago is eating at me.
but, i know God has a plan
i need to rest.
i need to think.
i need to lift it all up.
man, i just need to pray.
help me pray.

the Mater Dei benefit concert CD is ALL i've been listening to lately.
AMAZING, WONDERFUL, BEAUTIFUL images and memories keep popping up in my mind.
great voices...great hearts....great love.
but honestly, you know what? the recording off the mixers was HORRIBLE!!!
that sound guy really did WONDERS!
Crazy huh?
doesn't matter though cause i don't think too much about that.
im really holding on to the memories.

thank you to my fam for supporting me! you crazy Advientos!!!
and thank you to all you irviners and LoGgers that came down to support that night.
i'm in awe at just how powerful God's love is.





i am in love with the spirit of Christmas!
i am sooooooooooooo excited to celebrate His Birthday! =)
it's gonna be great!
i just really need to find some quiet time to meditate on the season of Advent.
i need to prepare the way for the Lord in my life.


brothers and sisters,

all things will be made new.

what a beautiful thing to hold onto.... =)